I feel the need to babble.
Rollercoaster...still present. LOL I am not that naive to think it won't go away. I have been this way for...ever. But I am feeling pretty good overall...so far...and this is good.
okay i am gonna get comfy and omit the capitals. this is like getting into my pajamas. there...that feels better.
i have been thinking that when you write...it seems to be a mirror for others. what will they find in the words? sometimes people find things that never existed...but perhaps what they think should be there? fascinating reflections. i always get a chuckle out of observations which hold no truth in accuracy....and you stand back and wonder...where did that come from?
i like people. i love to know what people think and feel. i love diversity of thought and opinion. i like the good stuff...substance. i admire people who say what they feel even if i don't agree with it. i enjoy the stimulation. i especially like it here in the blog world as i am an introvert. in the "real" world i am quite shy.
people...people who need people....are the luckiest people...in the world. lol
i need people. it gets lonely here in my head.
sharing thoughts, ideas, feelings, humor, joy, fears, dreams...is what it's all about.
so how was your day today? tell me all about it.
Come sit a spell and shoot the breeze. Sweeten the day with a little synchronicity...
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Oscar night we had a friend over, always scary as we don't know how we will hold up, hankfully Oscars were short this year, but I drank no fluids all day and ate only celery, when friend left(my partner had gone to bed hours before)partner came out, how was I doing Fine I said, not really knowing as I had yet to move. Finally i wen to rr, no problem which thrilled me. up till 2am to blog, answer emails re blog, etc., awoke Sun. at 7am, alarm didn't go off, i was due for spastcity meds at 5, not good, i quickly took it and laid back down, partner worked from home today, she made my cereal (Quaker Oat Squares/Grape Nuts, half banana covered with tblsp wheat germ and a Starbuck's bottld mocha.) I blogged some more until her beak when we atch the beginning of The View. She wen back in the den to work, I feel asleeep. I was exhausted all day and just stayed reclined in my lift chair, trying to reincorporate fluids and food as now I was starving. Watced Dr Phil re an anorexic young woman, so sad, abd as usuak I am yelling at Dr Phil, at end he finally says what I'd been yelling--she must be hospitalized to build her damaged organs and asap to rehab, he says he will do this, she agrees to try. I sleep more and my transfer was so hard I am dressed down and rightfully so by partner for not doing my exercises nd movng around more. I was just so tired. he brings me grapes, Cheerios, and celert with peanut butter and goes to bed. I am determined to watch A Raisin in the Sun, a favorite play of mine and the hype has sucked me in. It is 6pm, I fall asleep again, every Zanaflex sedates me for apprx an hour, I have no idea what to post for mon., care gver comes tues. my list for her us not done, phtos i promised a cousin not soted nd ready for mail,i'm feeling overwhelmed. I wake up and TV move is 5min from starting, I watch for an hour then fall asleep until 11, taped it, so i check news obama has bad ties, i'm too tired to care, i rewind tape and ff through end. Now it is 12:30 ytues and I have no post, i post about the tv movie, b4 i go o sleep i'll give braincheese a look, she has TWO posts i've missed, she is/not depressed,not in the way you are in a bottomless hole, just down over the weeks set-backs, i don't comment, not being helpful with wha i say about depression lately, and seems so many people are depressed, i am mad about that, someth
ing is wrong, what is happening to
this country? What is behind so much deprssion? It is an epidemic. I will visit just one more blog quickly----what did I do? You are lonely in your head. can't stand that feeling I cdont have to wory about caps--ok. 2:50am,I must wake up in2 hours and start all over again. Thrilling life isnt it.
oh, lol.. i always omit the capitals. it's gotten so bad that i'm starting to do it at work.
it's morning. i am procrastinating ... obviously .. in having to get ready for work. i'd much rather stay at home and clean the house then read a good book or blogs ..;)
xo
Just chillin to the prose and poetry that represents the life of the Beautiful Merely Me!
The mirror of words, interesting. Is it that we are essentially egocentric beings which must contemplate all ideas and thoughts in relationship to ourselves? Is it even possible to encounter thoughts of others without examining those same thoughts within ourselves? Can we, as humans, ever remove the 'I' from our thoughts or communications?
I don't know.
My day... Went to the store, cheking blogs, I plan to write some more, and I'm watching Jericho tonight.
Exciting no?
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