Logic and Pain

I am going to preface my recent tale with one from many years ago. Basically I had a blueberry muffin one morning at work. Tasted fine going down. But then later in the day I was so nauseated I could hold nothing down. I was sick for days with something which was causing me to vomit up anything I dared to ingest. For about a year after that incident, I couldn't even look at a blueberry muffin. Was the muffin the cause of my distress? Most likely not yet...the correlation (the image of blueberry muffins) to my being sick was strong enough for me to lay off the muffins for quite awhile.

Something has been happening with me lately...medically...and the only new thing I have introduced to my system has been Prozac. I have no idea if this is all a coincidence but I want to relay this anyhow...just to see if anyone has had a similar experience.

Started taking Prozac in hopes that it would level my moods and also give me more energy (this is one of the drugs which can be recommended to someone having Multiple Sclerosis to increase their energy.) I have traditionally been very resistant to taking any type of mood medication so this was huge for me to try this. But finally I was ready...I was committed to giving it a good try. I understand/understood that it can take up to six weeks for the drug to grant you the full effect.

I also understand that with any drug...whether it be prescription or supplement...there CAN be side effects.

I am going to tell you the main part of this story but also follow up with how this drug otherwise affected my mood for the two weeks. A lot has seemingly happened in this brief time period.

It was almost a week into it when I was experiencing much discomfort (doesn't even begin to describe it) with pressure on my bladder and urinary frequency. I called my gyne...and went in...thinking I had a urinary tract infection. That would make sense. I do have MS...it is common for folk with MS to have bladder issues. Only problem was/is....this is not a UTI. There is no blood in my urine...no pain in urination...just this unbelievable pressure. So despite the test showing no infection...my gyne gave me anti-biotics for a urinary tract infection and sent me on my merry way. I showed up the next day because the pain and discomfort had grown so intense I literally couldn't stand it.

And this is one of the reasons I think I may want a new gyne is...he did not help me one iota. More so he seemed quite impatient and frustrated upon my arrival to his office a second time. Thing is...I have given birth twice...so I know what pain is. I hate going to doctors. I put them off for as long as I can. For me to go in there a second time...I was in great pain. So with no diagnosis...he wants to basically send me home telling me the old cliche of "take two aspirin (alleve) and don't call me in the morning."

I explained I was just starting Prozac. I asked him about cysts or fibroids. I was/am grasping at straws. He reluctantly did a pelvic exam and found my uterus enlarged and tender and my bladder was beyond sensitive. Yet he still could not say what he thought it might be. I asked about the MS connection...he didn't think so. Then again...this was the same doc who before I got my MS diagnosis...I was telling him of my symptoms...asking if they could be gynecological in origin and he just simply said no...and didn't show any concern whatsoever or even suggest that maybe I should ask my regular doc about the strong MS symptoms I was showing!

*sigh*

So...he sent me home with a script for napraxen...which is a little stronger than alleve...and let me tell you...it did nothing very little for my pain but at that point I was grateful for anything. I had to plead to get that. I asked him if that would help me get some sleep because it was so bad I couldn't sleep. He offhand told me to take Benadryl to get to sleep.

I mean...I am no doctor but if you think it is not a UTI...then wouldn't you want to investigate to see what it might be?

They also took cultures and were supposed to call me back on a Friday. No call. I call Friday to find the whole office leaves early that day. I call Monday and they finally call me late in the afternoon to tell me the cultures show nothing. So I ask what it could be. The same doc who told me days ago that my fibroid had not changed in size...says now it could be my fibroid causing this. And what to do? Nothing. No suggestions of what to do whatsoever.

Here is the thing...I will lay out the facts here. I do have a fibroid...have had it for years...it has caused me no problems. I do have MS. I do not have a urinary tract infection. I did start taking prozac two weeks ago and these problems all began after that (the problems being this horrible pressure and discomfort with my bladder. The thing is...it comes and goes. It does seem positional. It does seem that something is pushing against my bladder.

Oh and as the coup de grace...I am now one week late with my period. And before you ask...NO. Absolutely NO way...unless I am the virgin Mary herself...that I could be pregnant.

Something isn't right. Symptoms started when I began the prozac...a grand coincidence? I have NO CLUE! But to be safe...I tapered myself off and am now off of it. I still do not have my period...I am still in discomfort and peeing all the time.

I am guessing....the prozac contributed to this (I will show you what I found on-line related to this), or...I have some sort of infection that wasn't detected, or...the fibroid could definitely explain this...or...an ovarian cyst...or the worst thing...undetected ovarian cancer.

I am going to see my regular doc tommorrow and see what he says. This just all sucks because I don't know what is causing it. When I know I will feel much better mentally.

Lesson of this is...BE YOUR OWN BEST HEALTH ADVOCATE! If you don't like what is going on with your treatment...speak up...get a second opinion...get answers. And this is exactly what I intend to do.

As for prozac...it may have absolutely NOTHING to do with my symptoms. But at this point I thought it safe and logical to stop taking it.

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Additional notes: Happened to find this in the internet literature concerning the possible side effects of Prozac:

Frequent side effects:

Urogenital (referring to the urine and reproductive systems): Painful menstruation, Sexual dysfunction, Urinary tract infection, Frequent micturition (urination).


Infrequent side effects (1 in 1000 people may experience one of these)

Urogenital (referring to the urine and reproductive systems): Abnormal ejactulation, Impotance, Menopause, Amenorrhea (stopping of menstrual cycle), Menorrhagia (menstrual distress), Ovarian disorder (disorder of the ovaries),

Vaginitis (inflammation of the vagina), Leukorrhea (vaginal discharge), Fibrocystic breast (growths within the breast), Breast pain, Cystitus (inflammation of the bladder), Dysuria (pain while urinating), Urinary urgency (having to urinate immediately), Urinary incontinence (unable to control urination).

Toes, marvelous toes...

We are beginning our new theme here on Multiple Synchronicities and Sclerosis with an up close and personal view of the human body. As per your request we are starting with the TOES and working our way upward.

And before you ask...yes these are my toes. They have never truly been captured adequately in photos or video. So they are making their debut here today on my blog. I am not really one to pamper my feet or toes...never had a professional pedicure or foot massage. My toes are usually bare of any fancy acoutrements. I have never worn toe rings for example.

Toes, toes....these poor forgotten appendages. We seldom think of our toes until they bring us pain as when we stub them in the middle of the night on our trips to the bathroom. That is a pain which causes me to feel nausea. It is like no other.

What can one say about toes? Plenty I say. There are whole poems and songs dedicated to our toesies as well as the devotion of those who have a toe fetish. There is a plethora of toes to be found in art and literature. And of course...aside from any romantic idealization of toes...they sometimes can be the first recipient of Multiple Sclerosis symptoms which we will discuss in future posts.

If you have anything to add to this fine and worthy discussion of toes such as toes found in art, literature, music, essays, and even your own imagery of your personal toes...let me know and we can add it here.

Raise your glass everyone! Here is a toast to TOES!