Friday, August 6, 2010

A revival

Okay I know I keep saying this...

But truly...I wish to revive this lifeless blog.

I miss just...writing.

I miss my bloggy friends.

I want to write.

Seriously...there are many places to find me.

Just wrote about Sex Addiction on My Depression Connection. Would appreciate any comments.

Once upon a time I was a blogger...I even wrote poetry.

Bring me back to life. Tell me what is important. I have forgotten.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

It is June?

Like no way. really?

It is June.

Once upon a time I used to have a blog.

I am not sure I remember how to blog. I like the idea of it and being free and saying whatever the fuck I want.

Excuse my French. :>)

Do people blog anymore or do they twitter or facebook or whatever is the newest greatest thing ever?

I am getting an iPad. It really is inexcusable except...wow...they are sleek. And fast. And fun. I need some fun. Tell me I deserve it.

It will be summer soon. Where did the time go? Who can tell me?

You know what I love about blogs? They are so self indulgent...like eating a king sized reeses peanut butter cup.

More....soon....coming to a blog near you.

Friday, February 19, 2010

I need this...

I have been writing and writing...and...well...writing.

I am a "writer".

Parentheses because...I am just me. I happen to write. But now it is a thing. A paying thing. I am doing well. Really well for the likes of me. It is like telling a genie...hey...I wish to be...a writer. And then suddenly you are. But there are still holes. And you wonder...I am getting exactly what I wished for...so what is the problem?

I need to write here. I need to be free. I need to...express the vastness of my ineptitude. I need to be on my knees. What good is writing if it does not humble you?

I have done these things...that I never imagined I would. I did a conference. I was on TV as the main course. People believe there is something in me that is special but my god...why don't I believe this? Maybe it is better not to believe.

What would be possible if I only believed in myself? I don't know. I am still not there.

Thursday, February 11, 2010