i feel a little lost lately.
as though i can't quite grasp my surroundings. i am being swallowed up by the internal and it is quite hazy in here. it is like i am seeing and feeling everything through gauze.
i am hoping my words may anchor me and give me something tangible...something external to connect me to the world.
rhythm....i need a beat to attend to...a life force vibration.
right now i just feel this dead stillness.
it will come...the kiss of awakening.
but for right now...all i am capable of is sleepwalking.
Come sit a spell and shoot the breeze. Sweeten the day with a little synchronicity...
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dang! wish i could offer more than consoling words... but we both know you'll weather this, too
Lost ... it's my spring ghestalt.
like you, i wake and sleep. some days i feel wrapped in a cloak, and want to stay there. then i wake up to sunshine and warm breeze and the muse touches me. i think that is part of how life works, and i feel fortunate that i am aware of these cycles.
sleep as long as you need to, it's ok.
I get this lost feeling at times too. Have a good rest and take it easy. Hope you feel better soon. Take care.
Just relax and take it easy until you get your bearings. You will find your way again.
yes, i know about that dead stillness ..
it's hovering right behind me, but i'm still keeping it at bay ..
This is serious advice, although it may not be your cup of tea. Find the fastest, loudest music you've got around the house. Throw it on and pump it up. Get your beat going via their beat. It works for me. I hope it would work for you, too :-)
My fave for bringing me out of a funk is usually The Ramones, but adapt to your tatses.
Turn up the music and dance with me, come on: I just want to celebrate another day of living! I just want to celerate another day of LLLLLOOOOOVVVVEEEEE
Put my hand on a gall bladder and the gall bladder slipped away. But the sun is shinin; down on me and it's here to stay! I just want to celebrate! Yeah Yeah Another day of livin' I just want to celebrate another day of LLLIIIFFFEEE
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Come over to my blog and let James sing. Or the girls, they are better than me!
May it come soon. Remember, this too shall pass.
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