so much to say

i am reminded of that dave matthew's song...do you know it?

"And my hell is the closet Im stuck inside
Cant see the light
And my heaven is a nice house in the sky
Got central heating and Im alright
Yeah yeah yeah cant see the light
Keep it locked up inside dont talk about it
Talk about the weather
Yeah yeah yeah cant see the light

Open up my head and let me out little baby

Here we have been standing for a long long time
Treading trodden trails for a long long time

I find sometimes its easy to be myself
Sometimes I find better to be somebody else

So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say"

i feel...opened up. alive. good even. lol

and there is so much to talk about.

i think i want to talk about mood. whatever i am doing in my life...mood has been such an overwhelming force. mood has colored all of my visions, actions, dreams, and self perspective. i am feeling good at the moment and so this is a perfect time to stand back and to take stock, and to reflect upon things from this side.

and there is much i want to say.

i am just thinking out loud. what do you think more defines a person....is it the challenges one has to face or is it how the individual handles those challenges?

i have met folks who have gone through some of the same life experiences as i have yet we can be as different as night and day. so there is something more to people than what happens to them. what is that something more which makes us unique from one another?

hello. i am a nameless blog writer floating in the nether regions of cyberspace. i could be your neighbor, your friend, your sibling, or co-worker. i am but one of many people out there who suffers with a mood disorder.

and i am ready to talk about it.