Oh how I wish to be a computer page. Then I could refresh myself and start anew.
Here I go...
*Refresh*
Now where was I?
Oh yeah...I have this MS thing.
Well...I have decided to go into denial about it. Seems on course to me with the whole grief cycle.
Maybe they mixed up my MRI with someone else's. Yeah...that's the ticket.
Maybe I dreamed the whole thing.
Maybe I am really a butterfly imagining I am a woman.
Or maybe I have MS and it really really really sucks.
I kinda took some time out for a little depression. But I am back on track now...whatever that means.
More writing...more meandering thoughts....more never ending talk...coming your way.
Are you excited or what?
Come sit a spell and shoot the breeze. Sweeten the day with a little synchronicity...
7 comments:
I can relate, believe me. My denial lasted a month, then I sprang into action...LOL
I am doing well physically right now so I am blessed! I hope things let up for you soon, too!
Train of thought writing? Yeah, it's hard to get your head around it all until it really winds up and lays you low.
I think I maintained a steady depressive state for almost a year after I was diagnosed...I still can't say I "accept" MS, but I HAVE learned it isn't going to kill me. One day I simply woke up (metaphorically speaking LOL) and realized I had a choice about my life and my disease...I could choose to feel miserable and have MS, or choose to feel content and have MS. But it does take time, so take yours...time, that is.
Linda D. in Seattle
The computer analogy..Hmmm interesting. Maybe a hard reboot will do it. If in dout press Ctrl+Alt+Delete.lol.
Keep smiling. It makes people think you know something they don't!
Dave
Very (excited).
Well done. A real piece of writing that says it all. The highs and lows of MS will come and go. But many of us are creative souls and therein lies our own form of 'healing'.
Wise words I once read - with MS, it is better to concentrate on what you are able to achieve with relative ease and leave to others those things that will only make matters worse.
It works! When I remember.
LOL, I go back and forth from acceptance to denial and back again. Have for months.
Im freaking a bit today, today is my first 44mcg Rebif shot. Going up from 22. I'm worried the side effects will be bad, 22 was no issue though...
Aren't you on Rebif as well?
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